Please don't go

As promised, here is the first of my collection of poems.  Guess who it's about.

PLEASE DON'T GO

My greatest fear, you know its true, it losing you.
To the pretty faces and pretty places that you once knew.
Sometimes I sleep, its sad but true,
To dream of my one and only you.
I love you more with each passing day.
I wish I could tell you this, but words can't even say
How much you mean to me, how much I care.
I want to know just how we will fare.
I want to know if its true love.
I need an answer from Above.
Will we spend our lives together,
Or will we be separated forever?
All of these questions that haunt my mind
Will be answered in due time.
I should not rush these answers so,
For it is not my right to know.
All I can do is pray and wait
And hope that it really is fate.
I wish and hope with all my heart
That we will never have to be apart.
Being away from you would kill me,
So please promise that you won't leave me be.
I don't want to be that lonely girl
That sits alone inside her own little world.
Please spare me from such misery,
And be with me, just stay with me.
My heart is so full of love for you,
And I really hope that you feel the same way, too.

Haircut

I got a good 6 or 7 inches cut off of my hair today.  It is a much needed change.  And Ricky likes it, so I'm happy.  I've got 4 days of high school left.  I'm so ready to be out! I think I'll upload some of my poetry in a bit.  Stay tunes!

Me & Ricky

Richard Allen Weaver is his name.  He’s pretty much the greatest ever.  I love him with all my heart.  He’s funny, kind, adorable, sweet, attractive, Godly, amazing, respectful, honest, and much more.  He is such a great guy.  He makes me want to be a better person.  He can always make me laugh; he’s so silly.  He can make me cry, but hates to do so (unless it’s from happiness, of course).  He makes me smile.  I love his smile, his adorable laugh, his cute curly hair, his messy eating habits, his voice, his huge family, and everything else.  

My Surprise Party

 Kayla and Ricky went through a lot of trouble to throw me a successful surprise party without me finding out about it.  They had to keep it off of Facebook, since i know Ricky’s password.  They invited some people from Ricky’s church and some people from school.  It was a blast.  Ricky took me to Osaka, the best Japanese restaurant around, and we had some awesome Japanese food.  We went to Chick-fil-a for an ice dream after we finished up at Osaka.  Then, we headed back to my house to “watch a movie”.  I had no idea what I was in for.  Then, when we got home, my mom told me to go upstairs and ask my dad about him getting a ticket.  When I opened the door to the game room, everyone popped out and scared me to death.  

About Me

Hey there!  My name is Alyssa.  I’m new to the whole MacBook thing, so just bear with me.  I got my MacBook today as a graduation present from my parents.  His name is Charles, but it will probably change another 1000 times before I decide on a name that really fits.  I’m a tad fickle.  Anyway, I’m a senior at DeSoto Central High School in Southaven, Mississippi.  I only have 6 days of school left!  Graduation (or gradge as Ricky likes to call it) is the 23rd!  Ricky is my almost-boyfriend.  We’re not gonna date in high school, so we gotta wait until we graduate.  We met in November at the last football game of the season.  It was a very cold night, and none of us wore jackets, because we were representing the seniors.  We had painted each letter of the word seniors on our shirts.  It was a very fun night and I started going to church with Ricky after that night, and the rest is history.  Now we’re madly in love and all that stuff.  I have an amazing best friend named Kayla Baker.  She’s the best. Well, that’s all I got for now.  There will be more to come.

Today was a blast. I got to skip school to go on a field trip to Caleb Smith's grandparents' house(Lovey & BigDaddy). They were super sweet and they have an indoor pool and are in the process of building a 4 story (with an elevator) house. Did I mention the outdoor swinging bed on the third floor balcony that overlooks the wild deer feeding? Yea... Do I want that house. All of the girls were wantin Caleb's number after seeing what kinda monay that boy is gonna be inheriting. We went to the Southern Thunder Harley Davidson store too. It's pretty cool. Shanna almost sold a bike to a random guy she called Fred. And she got Morgan to call this bartender Travis, even though his name was Animal. Pretty funny stuff. I got to talk to the marvelous Richard Weaver on the phone for like an hour and a half tonight. That was quite enjoyable. I love him. He's adorable. But I better go to bed now since i've got school tomorrow and I almost missed the bus for the field trip this morning since I turned my alarm clock off. :/ oops! Goodnight bloggers.

Wow! It is crazy to think that the last time I posted on this lovely blog was the night of the South Panola game. That was the night that started it all. That was the night when I first talked to the infamous Richard Allen. We're now completely in love. It's amazing how things work out. Well, spring break will officially be over in 8 minutes and that means I should probably get some rest. Goodnight to whom it concerns.